brownies spotted &bleeding 6 weeks 2 days

hi , im waiting for 5 years to conceived but since 5 days ago started with brownies spotted for 3 days & 2 days ago with bleeding ... 
did blood test and the result my hormon level from low .. again going to do blood test today .. im not sure im still pregnant or not.. 
was crying for the past 2 days ☹️😔 anyone experience this before ? please share with me