so i'm 17 and i just had my first hook up (by the way a hook up in my town is like a make out sesh and maybe a little more but not sex) and i was sooo extremely nervous but luckily the guy knew it was my first time. but right when my friend left the room he got right into it and it took my off guard so it made me a little uncomfy😕 the whole time i couldn't really get into it so now i'm like confused! he's not unattractive or anything i had just always pictured my first kiss being so romantic and amazing... and this just wasn't that☹️ im just curious if that's normal or if anyone else has experienced anything like that because i had always pictured things being really steamy and unforgettable and this was not that! also it felt like he was sucking on my face the whole time so i can't tell if he's bad or if that's normal and i'm really hoping it's not normal because that just grosses me out😂