I was raised mostly by my great grandmother and my grandma and my great grandmother was born and raised in London England and are very uptight and proper ( wasn't happy I got pregnant) anyway I kinda inherited her very shyness you know like turning on the tap to pee and no going to the bathroom in public very old fashioned to say it short and as I have progressed in my pregnancy I feel uncomfortable breastfeeding NOT SAYING I WONT DO IT TO GET THE FIRST MAJOR NUTRIENTS but I don't feel comfortable continuing after and people call me a bad mom or a bad person and I'm going to fuck up my child what are your opinions on this I'm so confused because I want to share that with my baby but I get so anxious and grossed out over being so exsposed that I feel like me feeling that would just put my baby in stress because she will be able to feel everything I'm feeling and tell when I'm not right help please