I'm tired.

I'm tired of being in pain every single day. 
I'm tired of living day to day.
I'm tired of not being able to give my husband the child we so badly want.
I'm tired of trips to the er because of pain.
I'm tired of have to stop in the middle of sex because I'm hurting so badly.
I'm tired of being poked and proded.
I'm tired of having a step son who's against me.
I'm tired of girls my age just looking at semen and getting pregnant. 
I'm tired of the depression.
I'm tired of the anxiety.
I'm tired of everything.
I'm tired of trying.