frustrated and upset?

Amy • Wife ✨ Momma to a little girl & a little boy #3 on the way!
My LO is 13 days old and during the day it's wonderful but night is a living hell. I dread every single night. And here I am completely upset and crying my eyes out because I feel like I can't do it anymore. My boyfriend sleeps through the night every single night because he takes meds that knocks him out. So I feel like I'm alone in this at night.  I haven't slept. My LO screams all night. I just feel miserable. And I'm sitting here crying because I feel like I'm not a good mom because I'm frustrated, I can't get her to sleep, and I just can't take it. I'm scared I'm going to go into PPD. Any ideas? I'm at a loss.