opk still had flashing smiley face 😔

I've had just straight flashing smiley faces n haven't had a solid one yet n I'll be due for AF in a week ,it means I ain't ovulate this month ? But I was having cramps on one location only not bad ones but they where there ,kind of felt like my period is coming 😒 this seems harder then ever to conceive n it's so emotionally draining n can just agitate me to give up already but I just can't I want this bad ,I know u ladies know how I feel ,good luck to all of us baby dust in the air 🤰🏻👶🏻🤞🏼