I'm Tired...

I'm tired guys... After being told that my period isn't coming because I miscarried AGAIN last month to bring this month I didn't even ovulate. I'm too focused in trying to get pregnant.. I've gained 30 POUNDS! ( just in 3 months ) in so tired of buying tests, thinking about taking them, wanting to see that positive so bad and it's not there. My doctor told me I should wait because me thinking about it constantly will get me stressed out. So, time for birth control and some working out to lose this weight... And I'll try again. Taking a break from glow other then to log. Thanks guys, it's been fun. But I'll talk to all of you in a few months.