infertility testing

So today after two years and two lost babies I finally had an appointment for testing. Although, we had a nail in the tire and rushed to fix it and I missed the time window to make my appointment. Now I have to reschedule and I can't be seen for another month and a half. This is bullshit. I have waited too long for this and I can't even get it done. It's ridiculous and I just want to share because I don't think any other group would understand the sadness I feel right now. 😭😭