Not Pregnant Depression + PMS Mood Swings = Strong Need for Chocolate

Jenica
Periods are depressing enough. Why does that have to be the reminder that, "Oh, and just in case you were wondering, hoping, praying, you are definitely NOT pregnant! Enjoy a week of torture just to remind you," huh? I'm already hormonal, dealing with mood swings ranging from crying over a commercial with a bunny rabbit to ready to murder the idiot who keeps leaving the garbage bins next to my car so I can barely get out of my car. The timing only makes it more frustrating that once again, I'm not pregnant. The only positive is that I have an excuse to be depressed around my family who does not know that we've been trying. But, since I did not have a period when I was on birth control, I can't even tell them I'm on period or they will know I'm off birth control. And of course they bring up "when are you having kids??" every 5 minutes. And I have a lot less patience to deal with it when I'm on my period, hormonal, and still not pregnant. Thanks for letting me vent, ladies. 
- one cranky, moody, tired, wannabe mom craving chocolate but not eating it because a coworker asked if I was pregnant because of my, and I quote, "baby pooch" that was just me gaining weight probably from chocolate I eat each time I find out I'm not pregnant 
PS I really want my normal self back now. Hormones suck!