just want to give up on my life

Ever since I been getting raped by this person I been feeling like this is my fault I hate my life I hate myself  I feel unloved by my family because of what happen what's the point of me Been here nobody don't care about me if I tell them what happen that will just take his side and not listen to me at all so I'm just done period this start when I was 10 and it stop a few months ago and I still haven't told on this person and now I'm pregnant it's just all wrong on my part and not his I don't want to get him in trouble or I don't want to get I. Trouble because of what's been going on