Muslim Women? help me

I am 19. I used to wear the hijab in high school and was called trans, a converted freak (though I was raised with Islam) and many other things. I was pepper sprayed and harrassed and had death threats to me. Then, a picture I posted to spread love and compassion around the time of the Paris bombings (May God rest their souls and ease the burden of loss on their loved ones) to promote happiness in a time of darkness, to speak out against the cruelty of terrorism. That post was corrupted and someone took my photo and posted it with a new caption (on a different social media platform) saying I condone ISIS. I wanted to throw up. I stopped wearing the hijab and transferred schools. Issues have not arised and I am openly Muslim there but still not wearing the hijab. I worry that I will not find a job because my employer will see this fake social account and such. I worry that God will not forgive me for taking the hijab off. I am moving to California soon with family and want to wear the hijab because through it all my faith is still of great value to me.... where do I go from here? I live in the city part of Kentucky currently and am very scared for my safety even without the hijab on my head. I have been told multiple times from multiple resources that I will be okay and my employer will still higher me but I still live in fear. Please someone help me. My heart hurts from all the hate. I just want to love. I lost family in the bombings to make matters worse. All this... it is enough to drice one insane.