In 2 weeks I'm turning 30. Idk what to do. I dont have friends and that makes me a bit sad. I just have my husband and my in laws. I wanted to do something at home but for 4 people is like stupid. Like buying decor and getting my own cake.

Going out to eat is very uncomfortable to me bc I can barely have 2 bites and have to go pee every 5 min.

I know I sound so negative, but Idk what can I do.