I'm about 7.5 weeks pregnant. We found out on Valentines Day, to our surprise. We were not actively trying but we weren't being careful (I wasn't <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> and have been off the pill for about six months). So we were loosely trying and I guess planning in a way, but I honestly didn't think it would happen, I've just had so many friends have such difficult times. Anyways, I'm excited but I'm also just living in reality that I'm not out of the red zone yet and my husband doesn't understand. He keeps telling me I'm being negative and he can't talk to me and that I haven't smiled once since we've found out. I am happy but it's hard for me to get super stoked bc I'm not that type of person and I'm also playing it safe. I'm a planner, I think I'm still in shock. I'm nervous, scared, I'm emotional and I think I'm still adjusting. He has nine months to get it together. I peed on a stick and snap - I'm watching what I eat, can't drink, have to be mindful of things I do, am avoiding friends bc I can't tell anyone yet, it's weighing on me and I'm wondering if anyone else has went through this. Please don't get me wrong, I feel very blessed and I'm already pinning away on my baby board and brainstorming on how to announce but it's still not super real to me.