WHY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND

Whyyyy me.

IM HEALTHY,I'M DRUG FREE,IM READY

so why can't I get pregnant. No medical concerns 😭😥 but my cousin who drinks all day everyday and smokes more than just cigarettes is pregnant after 4 abortions 😰 this will be her 5 abortion and she's 39. This can't be life

I hate my body. I hate life right now 😖😪

I'm 35 been trying for 4 years