Chemical Pregnancy
Has anyone on here has had a chemical pregnancy? I took (3) pregnancy test and it all came out positive and my S/O and I where really excited and overall happy he even even gave it a little nickname (his little coffee bean). A week before the appointment I had brown spotting, and it freaked me out but I brushed it off and saw it as implantation, the day of of our first prenatal appointment, woke up feeling back pain and cramps and again I brushed If as nervous and I was overthinking...went to our appointment just to find every test negative and did an ultrasound.. nothing and the Doc had said that I had a chemical pregnancy.. didn't explain that a chemical pregnancy was a very early miscarriage.. I really felt blank and sorta felt sorta bad in the sense of the look on my S/O's face when I told him I was pregnant to telling him that I had a miscarriage..
I know It was an early miscarriage but for me it felt like I got dragged through the dirt and my heart felt like it shattered every time the Doc said "misscarrage".. I don't know why I say this all the time but it honestly makes me feel like crap and I hate to say this but it also makes me feel useless.. it's really sad to say that I feel sorta envious that i see all the gorgeous mommas with their little ones.. I fear that I won't be able to have babies and that's what I want in life so bad I want to be a mom I want to know what it feels like..
I have the perfect guy that supports me in every single way he managed to put his feelings to the side to take care of me and wipe all my tears away & telling me that our little coffee bean is with god now and is watch over us.. knowing that our child was supposed to be born in October 2017 really had us on cloud nine and now I feel like it's been ripped away from me 💔
I really don't know how exactly feel about it this.. I feel alone that I have no one to relate too
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