I need some advice 😭

My bf and I have been dating for almost 8 months now and I've experienced depression since Christmas break all the way til this day and trying to explain it to him is the worst because he doesn't understand and a friend of mine came and visit me today and I was so happy to see him. The last time I saw him was last summer and so it was really nice to just talk and get Jamba Juice but my bf was upset that my friend who is a guy came over but he has 3 girls at his house (sorry for my profanity) at fucking 10:30 and I'm over here like wtf? You get mad at me for having my friend come over but yet again you have 3 three girls over late at night 😭 I don't get what I did wrong, someone please tell me what I should do, I don't want to cry anymore