sex in a pool embarrassment please help

okay so i met this boy at school and he said i can come to his house today. i got there, said hi to his mom and sister, and we went ride the four wheeler down his street. then his friend showed up. and then him mom made us go to walmart with her and we walked around the store and he focused on his friend that on me. we got home and immediately went ride the golf cart. he went get ANOTHER friend and we all ride the golf cart through the streets for a while and all they did was talked about girls they fucked and sex. with me right damn there. well after an hour we finished riding and went in his room. we all laid in bed and then we started to make out and his damn grandpa that lives next door busted into the room saying "get out no girls" so we decided to go swimming. well i forgot my bathing suit so when i got it i went swim with them. his little sister (9) and her two other friends had to come in the pool and everytime we would kiss and start his annoying little sister would hit me with a bottle and tho in the house and tell his mom. so we just kissed and talked and did normal "foreplay" things. he tried to stick it in but it would go in bc it was really big well anyways my boobs are not normal at all. they are kind of triangle and just fucking hang there idk they just ugly and don't look normal. well he seen my boobs a little bc my bathing suit is too big and when i went play with the girls for a while he was talking to his friend and i heard him say i have some "long ass ugly titties with some pancake nippes" and a couple other things. but he continued to fuck me in the pool with his best friend and three little girls and his mom watching a little. well after i went home and snapped him. he opened and never replied. i don't know what to do. like im sorry my boobs aren't fucking cute but don't hurt me like that bc of it. on top of that my mascara was running everywhere down my face and i just looked like a damn clown. he definitely doesn't want me now. idk it's just making me sad and hurt. what do i do?