About four years ago I had an abortion, I'm currently 35 weeks pregnant and think about it all the time. 😖 makes me feel like a horrible person well ever since I had it I felt so guilty and sick its just making me feel more shitty recently. Can't help but to think how my life would be or what I would of had and who am I to decide who lives or dies. We planned this baby so it makes me so sad. 😢😔 oh the guilt and emotions are getting to me. I'm a horrible person.