can someone shed light on this

So I'm a lesbian And I love the female body 😁 but lately I want a family and it crazy because I've only been with girls but now I don't see a future with a girl But I don't see a future with a guy either I'm not attracted to guys like that but lately I've been having sex dreams with guys 😒idk why (sn: I been having baby fever for like two years I really want a baby) and I won't do sperm donors because I want a family I want the child to have two parents