being scared?
I found out on Saturday that I'm pregnant!
My S.O and I have been trying for over three years.
Back in may 2015, we had an ectopic and also lost my tube.
In February 2016 I lost a baby at 8-10 weeks (wasn't to sure how far long)
So we tried fertility drugs for three months and stop in January. And go our surprise for pregnant with no help. Im in shock. We only had sex three times. Anyway, I'll stop blabbing on...
I still can't believe I'm pregnant. I just feel like I'm living a dream and I'm waiting for someone to tell me I'm going to miscarry or something. How do I shake this fear and enjoy it? I'm just so scared to even enjoy it and I'll be blind sided again. I just can't shake this fear of "ohh Lauren, your just waiting for someone to tell you you're not gonna make it to term"
Actually having a baby seems so far fetched to me. I know I sound very selfish. But I'm scared shitless I'm going to loss it. Every ache and pain I'm waiting for blood to arrive
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