after everything...

All the scares which led to ER visits and 48 hour doctor visits but every time you were healthy and growing. Mommy and daddy finally even saw your heartbeat. One last scare bringing us back to the doctors and your heart was beating even stronger for us. It was like we could breathe again. Now the hematoma is healing and we haven't had any scares and finally thought we were on the right track. You were our little miracle fighter and we love you so much. I don't think I've faced anything harder or more earth shattering than hearing our tech say how truly sorry she was and the news sunk in. Listening to my doctor talk about my 3 options just echoed in my head while I felt nothing but numb. This was our first pregnancy and our first miscarriage...anyone who has gone through this before, which option did you choose? Natural, pill or D&C? Which is best for yourself to heal emotionally and physically? Any advice would be appreciated. 💔😓