Guess I'm not worth it...

He doesn't want to go to any kind of concert, no wrestling matches or anything I like to do, just the movies and a hotel room, no hanging out long, we don't even eat out anymore, tired of just sex, losing interest like I lost my sock. He's 47, I'm 27...is it bad I wish I had someone younger around me age, but the guys I've met around my age, uggghhhh, is all I can say for now, feel like I may have to give it another chance. I want someone as outgoing and fun and he ain't cutting it anymore, he stuck in his ways amd won't budge, he wasn't like this years ago, but now, I'm like I guess this is the real you...maybe it's me then again I'm always blaming me because I think everything is my fault 😔. He didn't tell me his age until the second year we were dating, then the third year he told me who he really was and what kind of work he did, then this year he said he wanted a future, wanted us to be friends, no marriage or kids, so now I feel like I just wasted my time and got my hopes up for nothing, THANKS! Feel stupid for getting my hopes up for anything, I guess I just need to be alone....

*don't feel like I mean anything to anybody, was cheated on the last relationship, he found out the grass wasn't greener on the other side and tried his hardest to get me back and still trying today after 5 years, its crazy... figured being alone is the only way for me right now, I guess