I'm not safe

I'm 11 weeks pregnant and I'm not happy or safe with my child's father. Everyday I'm beaten and mistreated. If God takes me and this child it would be better than what I endore on a daily basis. I see all you women telling happy stories and I envy y'all. This may be my last log. He just finished beating me with a cord like I'm a child. I pray every night for peace and to be removed from this situation. 😢😢😡