Money money money

Am I alone or anyone else feel angry about the cost of fertility treatment and diagnostics. I'm just feeling hopeless and it's not even over my physical condition. I can't afford my RE apts. If things don't turn around at tomorrow's apt it will have to be my last or I won't be able to pay my rent. I'm in tears and stressed out. I feel like it's not fair. I've considered crowd funding, I searched for alternative insurances, I've nearly emptied my savings, and I don't qualify for many of the grants out there bc we aren't in the ivf/iui stage. I've searched for cheaper clinics and there are none. I'm utterly feeling hopeless. I may have to throw in the towel.