My fiancé is out for the night, so I had all these intentions of deep cleaning the house but instead I've done none of those things...🙈 due to all the things going on here in London at the moment, I can't help but worry because Elliott is out. I have dealt with one of the most horrifying acts of terrorism ever recorded in my home of New York when I was just 11 years old - a fight which saw the death of my brother, a brave firefighter in the South Tower of the WTC 💛 the feeling of innate fear never leaves you once you've dealt with something so harrowing and so I can't help but be a little on edge, especially as a new mother. So for anyone out there feeling the same way as me, don't deal with it alone because there is a huge community here for you! 💛