I need opinions

I was in love with someone for 4½ years, and they were my first love but we never dated. But just recently he came on to me (only in a sexual way) I told him to "kill himself" (as a joke) and he said he wanted to because he had a boner in class! And then he asked me to help him get rid of it 👀 I didn't know whether to take him seriously or not.

I texted him later and asked him if he was being serious about everything he said because I was hoping he was 💀 and surprisingly he said yes. And he was a virgin and I only ever had sex once before and he wasn't big enough to pop me cherry or whatever they call it 😂 and we sent each other nudes just to see what we were dealing it and his didn't look as big as it was 💀

I agreed to 👉👌 bc it was with someone I was in love with and I had the chance to take his virginity. This is the boy who dissed me all of middle school, saying I looked like a boy, saying I wasn't skinny enough OR pretty enough for him. Finally, my glow up came and now I have the chance to make this kid look stupid and have him remember me forever. (Plus what girl doesn't wanna f*ck a hot ass guy?) After it all went down he said it was a "one time thing", and I know him better than that since we were best friends for 3 years 😂 so my response was "they always come back".

So now, he's telling some of his friends I'm "easy" because he didn't have to "try" to get me. They way I see it, is that I didn't have to try 😂 like why did he think only the boy could get something out of it? 👎 p.s. I don't regret a thing.

So, I'm posting this to see what people think of this story. 😅💀