i miss being pregnant

Hey y'all. So this past summer I was pregnant, but then had a miscarriage. Objectively that was for the best, since I'm twenty and in college and barely knew the guy, but truly it was the hardest thing I've gone through. And I've spent every day since wishing I was still pregnant, and weirdly missing the feeling of it. Anyone out there who's been pregnant know what I mean? Or am I just weird.