so.. define ready..

Ashton
I am tired of being pregnant, honestly i am.. I throw up every day.. I'm very swollen.. and I've decided on a natural unassisted home birth.. so I am ready.. right..?
No.. he has no name or any ideas ...
I haven't even ordered my home birth kit.. which takes 12 days to arrive.. 
I still have to get his newborn cloth diapers.. in the mail.. in about to weeks.. I have one size cloth diapers which fits roughly 11-35 pound children but my other child was born 6 pounds 10 ounces.. and this ones measuring smaller.. so.. that won't work 
His big brother his almost 2 .. and he just moved into his own bed 5 days ago but... is still in my room .. so.. I have to slowly move him out of my room and put him in his own room that they will eventually share..
That shared room isn't even done being Painted...
I have to re lean my house every day 5 times a day because my toddler likes to destroy everything... he won't let me paint I feel like a single mom because my SO comes home and doesn't want to do help with anything... he works 8 hours and comes home and sits on the couch drinks beer waits for dinner and goes to bed.. leaving his food in the living for me to clean up..