I get it now..

So the other day a lady posted on here how she was so upset that she was having a girl cause she wanted a boy and I thought it was ungrateful of her but I understand now.. I wanted a girl sooooo bad and found out today that I'm having a boy.. don't get me wrong I'm still happy but I'm really sad still lol. I feel like a bad person for feeling that way but I can't help it. I wanted a boy at first until everyone kept saying girl and I latched onto the idea of having a girl..