Fyi ...i havent had my son yet but im still looking for advice ...

I'm due July 3 I been on here sharing my story and so far no changes are being reported my question is has anyone had to have their baby and it passed away ? How did u cope ? I was told my baby boy is still only one lb one once and one arn a heart murmur one kidney and no lungs so he will only survive for 10 min I'm trying to mentally disconnect myself from my baby every day is painful and I haven't even had to say goodbye ...if u or anyone has lost their baby plz help me 💔also I have not had any amniotic fluid for months ..