I'm just nervous about one thing

I had a emergency c section with my first daughter so I wasn't totally prepared for what was to happen and I had the epidural anesthesiologist was rude and didn't feel comfortable but I had to be poked twice before he got the right spot so Monday is my c section I'm super nervous only thing I'm worried about is maybe getting the spinal block the whole process again with edpidural I could still wiggle my toes point is the only thing I'm basically freaking out about is the spinal/Epi