AWKWARD KISS😗😳

So I went on this date yesterday and it was so fun... my friend was driving btw, so we finally got to his house and the entire car ride was amazing we cuddled and talk... lol so we got to his house I say by and all of a sudden she blocks the door and says "he can't leave until you guys kiss" so I'm here all flustered and red and start arguing with her. Okay so usually when I like a guy I tend to kiss him like the second day but with this guy it was different I wanted to wait, but noooo Alyssa had to freaking pressure things, I wasn't goin to do it tho. But he literally like jumps forward and try's to kiss me but misses and only get my lower lip. So I'm like shook because I've never really had that really awkward kiss and he's such an awkward dude, so I'm like wtf and I grab him and actually kiss him, when I stop and sit back he literally trips on the door and drops his phone and looses balance and leaves is food in the car and when he had to walk back he avoided any eye contact, like omg idk if I was too much for him or if he liked it or whattt like I'm a really forward and open person and he's just the opposite and we haven't talked since the date which has me really like paranoid and now it's like 😭😫