needing some encouragement ☹️

I just broke up with my boyfriend even though he's perfect in every way..he loves me more than I've ever been loved by anyone. But, after a bunch of relationships of getting screwed over, I felt empty starting a long time ago and I'm now realizing I'm not capable of loving him in the way he deserves. I'm not able to give him 100% like he deserves. I feel heartbroken because I know how hurt he is, but I know I did the right thing because I can't brew up the feelings that I should be having in a relationship. I just feel broken right now.