Divorcing my husband after 4 months...

This is my husband. This is the man I have loved for over 10 years since we were kids (about 10 years old). I'm currently 20 and got married on December 31, 2016. All though in this picture we looked and at that point were madly in love, not all is what it seems. What you don't see is the 3 year long distance relationship we were in because he's a Marine stationed in Hawaii, this is me finally seeing him after a WHOLE year apart, the pain we endured and the worst part is you don't see the mental abuse I endured after moving in with my husband. I was terrified, embarrassed, scared, intimidated to tell ANYONE about my situation. It finally came to a point after putting up with a month of abuse and being mistreated, I broke. I reached out to my mom and let her know what was going on and how I couldn't bare it anymore. My husband, treated me as if I was only his trophy to show off, made me feel like I should be on my knees for him because just look at him....I should feel lucky he even picked me, I was made to sleep on the couch for almost a month while he laid on our bed that we longer shared, he would tell me how I should look, how much makeup I can wear, he constantly would put me down when it came to sex because truth is I wasn't experienced like he was I have only had two sex partners before I we got together, he would treat me like a kid- i got a monthly "allowance" and no joint bank account because I couldn't touch his money. This man I've loved for so long knew my past, as a child I was molested two times which I finally came out to my mom a few months ago, he also knew I used to self harm because of what I went through but knowing all that and when I wouldn't please him enough he would pick at my emotional wounds and say that everything that has happened to me...he said he has no pitty to all the foul things he has told me because he could've said worse and that everything that has happened to me "I deserved." He quickly changed before my eyes and he was no longer the man I've loved whole heartedly.