TTC #3

We haven't been preventing since my baby was 6 months old. We want our kids close in age and plus birth control makes me crazy haha so any way. I just had my first period last week after weaning my now 1 year old. We are now trying this week hoping for a positive by the first of next month. I am so nervous! I don't know why either, I guess just because if the unknown? Ugh I wish I could tell people that trying gets less nerve racking but not for me 😩