so sad.

I honestly think I'm out this month. No af hasn't come yet but I have no symptoms either way. I had yellow stuff come out of my vagina, which I'm pretty sure is a sign of red but idk. I had a dip in my bbt. Not a spike a dip. I don't feel pregnant or menstral. Aside from my anxiety, physically I feel amazing. I even lost like some weight. I have no one to talk about it with. No one really wants to discuss it. I mean how awesome would it be to make my husband an Easter basket with a positive test. Almost bought a test today but just the thought of it being negative made me put it back. Emotionally I'm all over the place. Ahhhhhhh