Scared.. Excited.. Scared..

So after a stillbirth.. 3 miscarriages.. 2 eptopics and years of heartache we started IVF..

Things were going great.. 20 eggs collected.. 17 fertilized. But that's as good as it got. 1 egg.. 1 egg made it to day 5 😔

So forward to today.. 6dp5dt and I caved I peed on the stick.. Don't know why, wernt expecting to see anything.. But there is.. The faintest of second lines.. So now I'm even more scared. We can't afford to do this again.. And I've lost so many.. I feel like its all to good to possibly be true..

Sorry for ranting.. Just don't know how to feel 😔