a little lost

After 6 times of finding him cheating I finally left and came back home to my parents house. I'm 35 weeks (almost 36) I quit my job there to come back here and I have to travel to my next doctors apt (2 hours) and after that I'm picking up the rest of my stuff out of our town house. I guess I just need some positivity. Not having a job sucks... I'll be sitting at my parents house feeling worthless for the rest of my pregnancy. They're supportive but I know they wanted more for me. I tried so hard to make it work with me and my babies father.😔 I don't know how giving birth will go considering the distance between me and my doctor and I don't know how co parenting will go with the 2 hour commute. 🤦🏽‍♀️