38 + 1 Today, First Baby(:
I'm so excited, don't get me wrong, but I'm freaking nervous! I'm such a wuss when it comes to pain, and my mind has always been terrible about thinking of the worst case scenarios when it comes to anything. At this point though, I'm so tired of hearing people's birth stories, as mean as that sounds. Like, I know not every birth story is the same, but PLEASE for love of God stop making me sit here and go crazy thinking about the what if's! I know I can do this. I keep telling myself women have been doing this forever. I guarantee you there was someone who was more scared of pain than I was and she was able to do it. I'll be alright. I try not to even think about the labor part, just the after part. Where I'm holding our baby girl and everything is great(: haha I know this sounds terrible, but please tell me I'm not the only one!!