What a bond we have

Married 21 yrold ftm after 3 miscarrages we had our rainbow baby 1week & 4days ago. I breastfeed and 4 bottles of formula...2 during day and 2 at night. I genuinely feel guilty feeding him bottles but he sleeps sounder after one. I'll have him on the breast nearly all day, even in public as I can feel the hormonal release and bond it creates between us. My husband loves that I breastfeed but enjoys his time with our son feeding bottle. Do any other mamas combi feed?

*also this isn't a post for sanctimonious ebf mummies to comment on, this arrangement works for my son and I and at this present time won't be changing...this is purely to hear about other combi feeders or non judgmental ebf/formula mothers*