Well I had started to feel like I was adjusting to being a mom in that I was starting to feel like I could keep up with work, household stuff, etc. Now my son is waking up like every 2-3 hours at night, not content to do much on his own during the day again, etc.

When he is playing or napping briefly, I could be doing something productive but I end up sitting for a minute or eating, and then he's up. I'm not using my time well when he's happy and playing. At night after he goes to bed i am so exhausted, I'm equally lazy as during the day. Especially now that the nights have been going this way.

Basically I just feel lazy and like i need to get it together because other people are able to manage. I know this is just a phase (hopefully) and things will get better. I'll feel like I have it together for awhile until I don't again...and i imagine that's how being a mother feels like for their whole lives.? 😣😂