broken

So I went to the dr two days ago thinking I was gonna start treatment for IUI when in reality it was only to get my results read from an MRI they did on me in December. The results said I have a " heart shaped uterus" and that it would work as 2 uterus and that there shouldn't be a problem.. well now my dr said it was a problem and I need surgery if I want to have babies. We've been trying to conceive for almost 7 years and nothing. I always thought I couldn't ovulate or something else when in reality it was that I was conceiving but the top part of the heart is a muscle with no blood flow so the embryo doesn't grow if it attaches there. Well I found out I was pregnant in November and all the pregnancy test I took were negative because the baby wasn't growing. Even though I kept dreaming my pregnancy tests were all positive I thought I might be pregnant but no it is too good to be true. I really give up trying to conceive. It's so sad that woman who want nothing to do with their babies have abortions or don't know who the baby daddy is get pregnant so easily and woman that are married and have been trying for years have not been able to have one baby. I don't want to try no more 😓