im so devastated

Brooke
I fainted and fell down 8 stAirs. Took myself to hosp after coming too and called bsby daddy telling him situation & had contractions and pain and am 25 weeks. I was in hosp for 3 days and he didnt come in once to see how his child was. Yet keeps telling me he wld give his life for soon to be son. Im freling like he doesnt care and i shld leave whilst i can. 
Also found out he is texting another women and sending nudes??  Wld i be a bad person for wanting to do my appts and birth alone!??