Does life ever get better? All I do is fuck everything up. I ruin anything good in my life. I just want to end it and start all over. Our go to sleep and never wake up. I'm 37 weeks and know I'm going to have to raise this baby on my own. Because I fucking ruined our relationship. I'm tired. tired of life. Tired of living my past. Tired of trying to make people happy that I will never be able to make happy. I'm just miserable and the only thing keeping me going is my baby...