I want a child ❤️👶🏻

My boyfriend and I had protected & unprotected sex on the 14th. It's still too early to tell and I don't know if I'm giving myself phantom symptoms because I want to be pregnant so badly. I've had a few symptoms and my boyfriend is going to be buying me multiple tests and taking me to a clinic. We weren't really planning on becoming pregnant but we're both so excited and scared! And I know that if I'm not pregnant I'll be sad but a little relieved and if I am ill be so happy but a little scared. Help?