took some time off

Okay so it's been a long time since I posted. Since probably right before or after my MC in October I am guessing. It's been hard for me to get on here. I see the app icon and I don't open or if I have a notification I open it long enough to click on it and make it go away. It's been ruff! Right after the first of the year we found out my mom was diganosed with stage 2 lung cancer. She is now going thru chemo,my dad was living with us for about a month but then got his own place which is great but my mom and him still talk and she checks in on him cause they are friends and my sisters could freaking care less. Heck they haven't text our mom once since before she started chemo and now we have moved to NC for my fiancé job. So it's been a ruff couple months and we been taking time off especially with the big move. My fiancé I agreed we would start trying again but I'm worried we will end up back where we were. Trying and trying and nothing. It's just been ruff. It's making it harder for me to be happy for friends when they announce they are pregnant again and again. I hope this time off has helped. Anyways thanks for listening to me vent.