subliminal messages?

Okay so I listened to some subliminal messages to make me look like a doll and get blue eyes. I listened for 5 days. Then I noticed when I sweat it smells like strong rose(which others noticed) then my eyebrows were straight. My eyes were bigger and lighter. And yah but now I'm scared bc I heard that it was voodoo stuff. I know this isn't a good place to ask but are the messages permanent? And do you think they will affect me if it had something bad in it? Also I'm Christian so is listening to that okay if I asked for forgiveness?