please help

This has nothing to do with <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> or periods or sex. I don't know where else to go to get advice. I have an OTC pill addiction and as of now I've been keeping it a secret from wveryone except my one friend. If my boyfriend finds out I'm afraid he will leave me. Please... any advice will help.