I'm in love!

Yup me I'm in love this guy has put up everything some of it is really dark too... I am a rape victim and I had sex with my boyfriend with a week after to feel dominant (my rapist isn't my boyfriend) and I was 8 days late on my period and he told me as long as there was a slight chance that the baby would be his he would stay. Most guys would just dip out but he stayed and we only dated for a month at that point! He has witnessed me throwing tantrums, crying, angry, pooping and even menstruating! (Which is actually pretty bad I rip off heads) and he makes me feel beautiful, wanted, loved, cared for, important and just amazing I have no idea what I did in a past life to deserve this man but I'm sure as hell glad I found him I can see me growing old with him and to all my lady's with a broken heart out there love is real and can be found!