I take care of adults with disabilities. The girl I'm supposed to work with overnight just leaves in the middle of the night. It's not really the hardest job ever, but everyone usually naps when they can. However one client wakes up throughout the whole night, and she needs full assistance. I don't have the energy, and I feel extremely sick at night so it's so hard to jump up and rush to get her to make sure she doesn't hurt me, break anything or hurt herself. Thing is you have to be forceful with her in order to move her because she's so stubborn and I hate it! I feel like I'm abusing her when I push her or smack her arm out of hitting me when I am changing her. She tries to bite me, she screams in my ears, she masturbates and then rubs her hands on your face. It's seriously a job I thought I would love, but working alone when you're also growing your own human is exhausting. Sorry this isn't in the right place but I'm ready to sell my toes rather than work at this place anymore. It's draining me out & the stress it brings me is ridiculous 😭😭😭